I sure hope my baby is head down!! haha
Well I am getting closer!
(I'm actually 36 1/2 weeks while writing this! haha)
I'm a little behind! but just thought I'd get this out there.
I'm sure I have the time to do this but I just haven't prioritized to make this a priority.
My birthday was this week 1 year older!
Crazy!
The reality of everything has been setting in and so has the stress.
I have been emotional and felt like the world was crushing down on me.
It has been harder than usual but I've been a little over dramatic.
I'm at the point where I want my body back but I'm not sure that I'm ready lol
But like everyone says you're not really ever ready.
It is insane to me that Jared and I will be holding our little boy in the near future!
My baby shower also happened this week.
I was a overwhelmed...
Even though my sister did all the cooking and such.
I felt a lot of pressure on me to make things look nice and all that fun jazz.
I finally was able to get things I needed off of my registry.
I had sooo much I still needed to buy and that was overwhelming
But Jared and I made a quick trip to Babies'R'Us and got a few things to help with that stress!
I feel physically ready for this baby!
I'm sure a lot of the thoughts that have been going through my mind are due to pregnancy.
I think and feel the same kind of things
but it's like my emotions are heightened and I get overwhelmed and stressed A lot quicker.
I'm gratful pregnancy is almost over,
But scared to death of being a mother! haha.
I know I'll be good at it and I'll do fine it's just a lot of change.
I love this little guy and all the pain, sleepless nights, and stress I'm doing it for him.
My 23rd birthday!
Cute lil football blanket my sister in law made!! Jared and I love it!
The adorable diaper cake my sister made!
Thanks to everyone who came to my shower it was wonderful and I loved all of the gifts!!
Thanks for reading!
No comments:
Post a Comment