This is a little bit of me

Hello I am Ginny

I LOVE playing sports.(especially softball!)

I am a bit weird.

I am a mother.

I love food!

I love to dance, even though I am definitely not a dancer!!

I love music.

I am a professional car dancer. Especially in traffic jams.

I am a wife.

I am an athlete.

I love socializing.

I love making new friends.

I am a Beachbody coach.

I have resting B face

I make TONS of mistakes.

I am a fighter.

I am introverted most of the time.

In a groups of my close friends I am extroverted.

I love to sing.

I Love to go on trips it makes me feel free.

Being a mom is hard!

I have walls surrounding me at all times.

I second guess myself more then I should.

I forgive EASILY but I don't trust easily again.

I miss softball!!!

I am a cell phone addict!!

I am obsessed with puppies!

I love horses!!

I love hiking!

I love camping.

I used to be a "free spirit" but now that I am a mom I am oober responsible.. odd haha

I have a hard time being at home all the time.

I crave getting out and exploring or just to drive.. ALONE. I love driving alone.

I love workout clothes.. It's an addiction.

I like to fill up an online shopping carts with everything I want then leaving it.

I like funny memes.

I love concerts. Crowd surfing is fun if you don't get dropped.

I love to compete. I somehow make everything a competition.. Don't ask me how.. haha

I hate failing.

I love being the best at things.

I am a sore loser.

I love my kids!!!!

I love my husband, he is so much like me but we are wired differently(I'm emotional he's logical and sometimes(rarely)it is vice versa) and fight like cats and dogs.(I'd be the dog because they are better... hahaha) But he is my best friend and we have so much fun.

I love to lay out in the sun!

I am completely obsessed with Disney world and Disneyland! I will move to Cali Or Florida just for Disney!! I'd get a season pass no doubt! It is a freaking magical place! haha

I love Harry Potter.. (hence the name Ginny Weasley engraved on the back of my phone)

Anyways you get the Idea, I've found as a mom that I have lost a lot of my identity to be responsible all the time and to always do the right thing. It is exhausting!!! I wrote this not just for my friends but for me to remind me that I am so much more then just a mom. I LOVE being a mom and I wouldn't trade it for the world but it would be nice to get away for a day and not worry about them every second.. but that is motherhood. I care so much about them I ache when I am away from them and I get overwhelmed sometimes when I'm with them. They are apart of me. It's just how it is.

Then I also need to remember I need to be me too, I won't let myself be so responsible all the time, it is okay if my sons hands are dirty, it is okay if my house isn't perfect, Messes won't be the end of the world. If my son spills something I won't yell, he is a toddler it's okay!

I will dance, I will sing, I will be me!

I will be happy with the way things are and not how I think they should be!

It won't always be easy but I'm going to be me for me and I know every one around me will be happier too.

Thanks for sticking through this post and reading it, it is kinda personal and I don't open up my walls that often but I hope to change that!!

Thanks guys!! Love ya!!

18-20 weeks (a few days late oops!)

December is by far the craziest month I've had this year.
I have been going non stop and my body is feeling it!
I have caught a few bugs this winter and it feels like it will never end!
Asher hasn't been able to catch a break with his little bugs, I swear he has had everything and it doesn't help we've had a million Christmas parties and outings where all the bugs are shared...
Oh the joys of the holiday season..
Other then all the bug sharing it has been an awesome Christmas season!
I haven't been working out as well but I have been eating lots!
Lots of junk that is... uh-o but luckily that is about over and the sweet giving season is ending, THANK GOODNESS!!
Now that things are calming down I will be working out a few times a week again.
I got exciting news with the baby.
I found out on December 22nd what gender we are having.
I found out alone and I had to keep the secret until Christmas...
But when Jared found out he was working Christmas Eve I decided to tell him then but he had no idea I was going to.
I was having a hard time keeping this secret!! I wanted to tell everyone! But for Jared I kept it a secret until he knew..
Here are a few photos of how I told him.

I told him I had a gift for him, nothing big, because he had to work.

I knew what he wanted to be getting but I told him he wasn't getting it.

(the ultrasound)

 This was on the front of out Christmas Tree

 Here is what Santa wrote Jared for me =)

 Then he went searching for the second envelope.

 And looking...

 With a little hint from me and help from Asher..

 He found it and lifted it up to the light to see what might be in there and this is his face when he saw what was in there.

 He pulled out the ultrasound and found out we are having a...
GIRL!!!

I am 19 weeks and 4 days here.

I am sooo excited to be having a little girl.
It will be the 7th granddaughter on my side and the 1st granddaughter on the Roberts side!
We are so excited to welcome her into our family.
I am going to need to get a job to pay for all her clothes.
Every time I go to buy clothes for Asher I glance at the girl clothes and love them, they are all so bright and adorable!
Not that Asher's clothes aren't adorable but I love neon/highlighter colors and that is exactly what girls clothes are.
So here's to saving up so I can buy cute clothes and bows!

I swear I feel her moving constantly!
I really started feeling her probably towards the end of my 18th week.
Before then I had little feelings that felt like it could have been her but I didn't think much of it.
Then I felt her when I was in the 3rd Hobbit. and whenever I am leaning back in a seat I can feel her.
It is the best!

I was leaning towards it being a girl not because I was dead set on having one but because it felt right, I also wanted a boy so that Asher could have a brother close in age.
Anyways, I am so glad it is a little girl!!
I have had a few restrictions with working out come up due to me feeling sick after some workouts but other then that and being sick the past few weeks have been pretty easy....
Well when I say easy I mean my hormones are going nuts and I am cranky from being sick... but I am happy that Christmas is over and all the Christmas parties are over so that I can get back to eating healthy and normalizing my schedule and Asher.
I love Christmas but for some reason this year I had a hard time with all the stress of getting things done, there was ALWAYS another thing to get done that I had forgotten or someone else had forgotten and asked me to do.
So here to next Christmas!! =)

I feel like this post was messy.. haha sorry all! Christmas was so fun life is good and I love being pregnant!!
Thanks for visiting my blog guys!
Happy New Year!
=)